Truthfully, I know I never will because losing your mother, no matter what, is hard at any age. I'm not the first girl to lose their mother and I know I'm not the last, but its still my mom.
It has gotten a little easier and I'm not as sad as I was at the beginning, but I still have days when all I want to do is hear her voice again, telling me everything's okay.
And, well, I know that's not possible, but I do feel like she's watching over me and B to make sure we're okay. And not in that creepy "Ghost Adventures" kind of way because she knows that sh*t freaks me out :).
Even though she's not here in physical form, I'll continue to try and live my life to the fullest and make her proud.
That being said, I miss you every day, mommy.
