one year

It's been a year today since my world hit rock bottom. It hasn't been the easiest year. I have days when everything seems normal and great, and suddenly it hits me that my mom's not here anymore and I'm overwhelmed with emotions I can't seem to control.

But I have more good days than bad and I have my mom to thank for that. I wouldn't be the strong person I am today.

The loss and guilt I feel will never be completely gone, no matter what anyone says. But it gets easier with each passing day.

But still. Its hard to put into words how big of an impact losing her was in my life. And all I can really say is: I miss my mommy and I wish she was still here.

We love you and miss you more than you'll ever know.